Amelia finds ways to continue her obsession with Georgy even after handing him over. Her efforts to see Georgy, while over the top, are also moving, particularly since Georgy himself seems to be too young to understand what’s happening and to properly reciprocate her love. On some of her walks, Amelia can’t even see Georgy, just the light in his window. Light has a lot of religious symbolism, showing how Amelia is so devoted to Georgy that he becomes like a distant deity to her.