At times Lauren expresses herself with great certainty—yet at other times, she seems just as conflicted and traumatized as anyone in her position would be. She is devastated by the loss of Keith, yet resents the destructive effect he had on their family both in life and in death. Her final sentence about Keith’s resting place is also significant. Normally, when it comes to matters of religion, Lauren speaks with conviction and clarity. However, Keith’s death seems to have thrown off her usual assuredness.