The Ocean at the End of the Lane

by

Neil Gaiman

The Ocean at the End of the Lane: Chapter 8 Summary & Analysis

Summary
Analysis
The narrator feels frozen. He undresses in his sister’s room and lights the gas fireplace. The adult narrator wonders why, of all things, it’s hardest for him to believe that small children would have a gas fireplace in their bedroom. He pulls on his pajamas and a dressing gown as his sister comes in to fetch her nightgown; she announces that she gets to sleep in their parents’ room and watch television. Ursula appears and tells the narrator that his mother won’t believe the narrator, since she always stands with the narrator’s father. Ursula warns the narrator that the next time he’s defiant, she’ll lock him in the attic next time. When the narrator insists he’s not afraid, Ursula turns off the fire, confiscates the matches, and locks the narrator in.
Because the person telling the story is the adult narrator, he’s looking back at his experiences with a very different perspective—and because of this, he’s able to add more nuance to his childhood memories. That he finds the gas fireplace the most unbelievable part of this whole thing speaks to how real everything else must’ve felt; his world is being turned upside-down. Ursula’s aside that the narrator’s mother will stand with her husband impresses upon the narrator that he has no friends in this house—he’s alone, and therefore afraid.
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The narrator learned from a book how to get keys out of locks, but the key isn’t in the keyhole. He cries, and it starts to rain. The narrator knows that Ursula will hurt him if he tries to leave, but she won’t expect him to try to leave now. The narrator opens the window, turns off the light, and imagines Ursula believing that he’s in his bed and falling asleep. Remembering all the book characters he’s read about who climbed drainpipes, he begins to shimmy down the drainpipe. He tries not to think and hopes he can avoid the television room window, where his father and Ursula could see him. The narrator focuses on thinking that he’s asleep and is surprised to find the television room empty. He drops into the flowerbed.
In the absence of any living friends, the narrator turns to his fictional friends from books to get through this frightening night. That the narrator learned he could climb down drainpipes from book characters speaks to how he’s constructed his understanding of his world thus far. Though he’s done his fair share of exploring, he also makes a point to pay attention to what he can learn from books and to integrate that knowledge whenever possible. 
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A light goes on in the drawing room. Curious, the narrator approaches the window. He’s not sure what’s going on—Ursula and his father both have their back to the narrator, but Ursula is pushed up against the fireplace with her skirt around her waist. The narrator doesn’t care what’s happening; he knows Ursula is distracted. He races out into the cloudy night, and his headache disappears as soon as he hits the lane. He imagines he’s in bed, having vivid dreams. Then he thinks of his father kissing Ursula and his father’s face as he held the narrator underwater. The narrator is afraid of what it means that his father is kissing Ursula. Realizing that his father and Ursula will be in a car if they chase him, the narrator cuts into the meadow.
Given the narrator’s age and maturity level, he doesn’t understand that his father and Ursula are having sex. However, even though he only has a cursory understanding of what’s going on, he understands the deeper implication: that his father isn’t trustworthy. As he races down the lane, the narrator essentially tries to live two different realities at once. In one he’s racing down the lane; in the other, he’s safe in bed. This kind of thought process is hard to maintain, however, when he has to think so hard about where he’s going.
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Thunder rumbles behind the narrator. He pushes on through a plowed field and sees a car on the lane that he recognizes as a neighbor’s. Seeing the car makes the lane seem unsafe, so the narrator cuts across the meadow until he reaches a wire fence. However, when he reaches out to climb under, it shocks him. The narrator presses on, over more gates, until he has no idea where he is. Thunderclouds roll in, and he imagines wolves and ghosts. The narrator shouts for Lettie as lightning flickers oddly above. It illuminates the field, and the narrator can see that there’s no way out. He thinks he sees a break in the hedge, but as he reaches it, he hears Ursula’s voice: she’s behind him, floating weightlessly in the sky. Her blouse is unbuttoned to reveal her white bra.
That the narrator reaches out so readily to the fence speaks to how much he trusts his world to be safe and helpful—and yet, even the fully mortal world contains nasty surprises for him. Learning that the meadow isn’t as safe as he assumed makes this even more frightening. Meanwhile, Ursula’s choice to float with the lightning is a careful, conscious decision to make herself look even more powerful and difficult for the narrator to understand. She’s an adult and she can somehow control the sky, while the narrator is just a defenseless child.
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The narrator knows that Ursula is playing with him. She wants him to run, and knowing that he has no choice, he races for the break in the hedge. He hears Ursula saying that the narrator’s father will do everything she says. He’ll let the narrator out of the attic and drown the narrator in a cold bath nightly until Ursula gets bored. She says that when the narrator dies, he’ll be happy, because he won’t like the attic—it’ll be full of Ursula’s friends who don’t like little boys. The narrator realizes that Ursula is floating right beside him, whispering in his ear. His legs give out. He stumbles and falls and then realizes that he’s wetting himself.
It’s impossible to say whether Ursula really means to follow through on her threats, or whether she just wants to frighten the narrator. Mentioning both the narrator’s father and her own “friends” helps her drive home that she’ll make it so the narrator doesn’t have any friends of his own, whether they’re friends in books or friends like Lettie. Wetting himself from fear makes the narrator seem even more childlike and powerless.
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Ursula begins to descend. The narrator feels something soft touch his hand and realizes it’s a kitten. He picks it up, cuddles it, and refuses to go with Ursula. Ursula points out that she’s an adult, while the narrator is a child. Lettie, unafraid, walks up behind the narrator and tells Ursula to get off her land. She takes the narrator’s hand. Ursula smiles. The narrator thinks that Ursula is the powerful, cruel, adult world; he feels small and insignificant, and he knows that Ursula can make his father kill him. Lettie makes the narrator feel braver, but she’s also a child—even if she’s been 11 for a long time. Ursula will win since she’s an adult. Ursula refuses to go back where she came from and vows to take everything she wants from this world.
Having a friend, even if it’s just a kitten, makes the narrator feel braver and refuse to go with Ursula. When the narrator thinks that Ursula is the adult world as a whole, it suggests that the narrator’s distrust of adults isn’t just about the people—it’s about the world they’ve built, which he inhabits, but where he has no power. Even though Lettie’s friendship helps the narrator feel braver, he still sees her as more or less a normal kid. This means that in the narrator’s mind, Lettie has no real standing when she argues with Ursula.
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The narrator holds Lettie’s hand and strokes the kitten. Ursula taunts Lettie and asks what Lettie is going to do now that she’s used the narrator to enter the world. Thoughtfully, Lettie says that she could make Ursula a new door or have Old Mrs. Hempstock send Ursula back across the ocean. Ursula angrily demands the narrator, whom she insists she owns. Ursula points out that the narrator’s parents belong to her and they can take him back. The narrator feels prickly, and the field starts to glow. Ursula explodes in golden light. Lettie confirms that Ursula isn’t dead and talks about getting the narrator food and clothes. She says that the kitten is the same one that the narrator picked from the ground. The narrator tells Lettie that he doesn’t want to go home, but this is a lie: he wants to go home, but to his home before the opal miner showed up.
Lettie’s thoughtful, measured way of speaking to Ursula points to her maturity and the fact that she’s more than just a powerless child. At the very least, Lettie has access to supportive friends and family to help her when she’s unsure of what to do, which again sets her apart from the isolated narrator. Then, when Ursula talks about the narrator’s parents owning the narrator, it shows that she’s learning more about how the mortal world works. She knows that the law is on her side and trusts that it’s going to help her get what she wants—which does suggest that she’s not entirely aware of what the Hempstock women can do to get their way.
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