In a letter to
Mom,
Maddy says that she loves her, and that Mom is kind and selfless—but that Mom won’t understand what Maddy is going to say and do. She writes that she’s only alive thanks to Mom, but it’s not enough. She insists that she’s not really doing this because of
Olly, but Olly did introduce her to a new part of herself that won’t be quiet. Maddy asks if Mom remembers how sad she was when they read
The Little Prince for the first time and he died in the end to get back to his rose. Now, she understands it. He wasn’t
choosing to die—he
wasn’t alive without the rose. She asks Mom to forgive her.