Rosa’s inability to tell her story through to the end without slipping into tangents like this one illustrates how difficult it is for her to tell her story. Her focus on her “
barren youth” and feeling like a “
man” rather than a woman or girl further suggests how stuck in time she feels: symbolically, this reflects her inability to grow, reproduce, and evolve from her past self. Like a biological man, she lacks a womb to facilitate growth and development, and so she remains rooted in place and tied to her traumatic past. This passage also reveals a rather shocking detail: for all the authority Rosa purports to have on the Sutpen saga, she’s far less central to the story than one would think. In fact, she’s never even
seen Bon, despite the vivid descriptions of him she puts forth in her stories.